NINE DAYS AND COUNTING...

I'm nine days away from being a wife. A wife. 

I'm nine days from being forever connected to another individual...hopefully.

Nine days away from married life.

Am I ready? Sure.

Am I sure? Of course.

Am I freaking out? Not out in the open at least.

What if I'm not any good at being a wife? Even bigger question: what if I'm not a good MOTHER when the time comes? 

I'm not freaking out. I'm just stressing out about the after. Is that the same? I don't know how much will change with all of this official-ness...but I know something is going to change...at least that's what everyone says...